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Before, There Was Fear

by Future Scars

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1.
Home is Here 02:50
Before, there was fear… Don’t be afraid Things can be better than ever before And now Home is wherever we want it to Be unafraid of Things in the dark are not meant to be feared Even now Home is right here
2.
Oh how, How can I stay? When all else fades Away from me…. I know I’m not enough But if strength means not giving up Then let me start over And stop holding myself back We move through life like Water carries words If I can’t find a home The I’ll build one with my tongue Got a long ways left to go It’s a long ways till we’re home But if we hurry now We’d be missing out on just how The long road shows There is more to know When the short cut breaks The lessons hidden in the path we take Just hold on Don’t be afraid anymore Things can be better
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4.
Fight, Alone in the night A breath so sharp It cuts through every page Rage, A sorrow so bright It swallows every word Worth giving light Break, Away from these thoughts A part of this is Born of my self-hate Torn, Away from the day Finding room to hide In so much space I can’t feel anymore would someone Tell me this is going to end I don’t have a better plan Other than moving forward Running never makes amends When the dark enfolds A hand on half the world Let the shadows rise A body broken by its mind Tonight, I can’t sleep tonight In my grief I rejoice Sadness bears greater joy If my body breaks These thoughts like fallen leaves Heavy limbs hang low The weight of sorrow you have known Can you hear me? My heart is underground Can you lay low? Rise underneath before you drown...
5.
Good Death 08:32
It’s the best time To take a load off of your mind Remember that everything’s fine Make the right choice And live the life you want to live Cause living like you’re dying Is not part of this Time to move on And leave the pieces here to rest Forcing them together Is what started all of this Time to let live And see the hold’s not gonna give Nothing is left by leaving Before you descend No time left to mourn You’ve been gone so long Welcome, good death Cause in the moment You don’t believe a word I say Try to convince you Relent and find your way back to this life But never again The others called out Tried to understand you For who you were Welcome, good death And as we lost hope For who you were before the fall It crept in and kept hidden The light beginning to crack through these walls It cast a shadow Over all the lies you told The lies you wove so high Where do you lie? Where are you now? Who are you now? Pray for a good death When nothing is left Is there no trace? Of who you were Of where you’ve gone A good death will bring you home...

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released November 16, 2016

Eliza Lutz - Guitar + Vocals
Ben Durfee - Drums
Gunnar Lyon - Bass

© Future Scars LLC 2016
℗ Matron Records LLC 2016
Produced by Future Scars.
Recorded, Mixed & Mastered by Augustine Oriz at The Decibel Foundry in Santa Fe, NM 2016

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Eliza | Guitar + Vox
Dylan M. | Drums
Paul | Bass
Dylan B. | Keys

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